Would you understand me?

Would you understand me?
Am an abnormal being; Living in an exceptionally crazy world
Sometimes I just wanna be locked up alone in my own world
When that time comes, would you understand me
When I wake up sad and can’t explain why and don’twanna talk about it
Would you let me be?
When I have a bad day and lose my appetite
Wouldn’t you crucify me of eating out?
When “I’m sorry” are the only words I wanna hear; would you whisper it to my ears?
When “I love you” is all that matters; would you say and mean it?
When I just to look into yours eyes to read your mind; won’t you accuse me of being idolatry?
If “I miss you” is all I want to read on your lips, wouldn’t you think am asking for too much?
When I feel like spoiling you, wouldn’t you say am extravagant?
When I need you to pet me, wouldn’t you tell me you aren’t my mama
When am tired of lies, would you be truthful?
When I don’t wanna do the cards; wouldn’t you play me?
Too bad I got no answer and I can’t stop asking

THE POINT ZERO

THE POINT ZERO

 

I don't mind if you are ghetto stinking 
so far you are not ghetto thinking 
we can stick and no one gets kicked 
cos in this planet everyone seems weak
not many can boldly defend their trick 
some call my existence a tweak, I call it a miracle 
We got so many awful past and path yet we stick 
I refused to get freaked even when failure get me streaked
I'm like clip daily clinging to that thinning hope called dream
I'm not drake but can sing my story and not rake 
Not once not twice have been derailed 
but I hanged on to the rail praying it accelerates me like train
I won't let go even when my body becomes frail
I am just a dreamer who don't wanna fail, 
have not seen it all but have seen heroes fall,have been there,
the point where people fall from grace to grass. 
It called the ZERO POINTHave tasted failure, 
its sharper than razor it cut like scissors, 
it leaves you shouting Jesus Jesus oh Jesus 
if you are not strong, your failure will make you end up like Judas 
who had better options but opted for the rope, 
if you think like Judas, you will so much hate life like a jackass
who never sees anything good but walk around with jack knife like jackie chan...
life is not fair but just...its takes grace to survive the zero point

..never outta pity

..never outta pity

Have always wandered but now I wonder
How cruel life could be
Daily emptying people's hope of survival
While the pauper stinks in abject poverty
and the affluence having a free day
Winners watch in amazement as the loser takes it all
What an irony!
As love seems out of reach to the common man
As getting hold of love turns an olympic race where only Usain bolt can shine
If you are not michael phelps,you are doomed
As you would never end up in her arms
But drown in the sea of fantasy
Where lies the hope of a common loner
He has no option than to negotiate the cost of attention
He ends up pursuing cash all his life
Aiming to buy the love he has always wanted
Too bad love is invaluable and only exclusive to the players
Who can't but lie to see their legs wide and g-string
One certain fact remains
There is a man for every woman
A woman for everyman
Don't ever like a bitch or a motherfucker outta pity
Else you end up in the pit
It's better you remain a loner than embarking on a futile mission

 

LIFE IN CHAPTERS

LIFE IS IN CHAPTERS
There's a song for every lip
A story for every man
Huddles for great minds
Fear to conquer, dreams to achieve
History to make, path to create
Pace to set, standard to raise
A man for every woman
Mystery to uncover, a failure to defeat
A captive to be freed
Sinners to be redeemed
A God to serve, a world to deliver
A gospel to share, people to safe
Race to run, eternal medal to win
A king to be, golden crown to adorn
A life to live, a name to make
A time to live, a time to die
Heaven to see and hell beckons
As time runs out, rapture closes gap
What chapter are YOU?
The END is too close to be ignored
Ayobami's state of mynd

NOT ALONE

Like a chic searching for the chicken I wander
Lost in the wilderness without a clear path
I felt all alone, no one to my rescue
I busted out wailing and screaming
Help! Help!! Somebody help!!!
My voice keeps coming back like echo
Finally! It dawn on me, I was lost forever
Putting together woods building a hut
My new home in the forgotten wilderness
All hope lost, all dreams gone
Resolving to fate of hopelessness
I look up this sky
wishing someone would appear like James Bond
And take me home
With tears rolling down my cheek
It was all over,
Death came laughing, he's found a victim
Like a mad man, I smiled at death
Death became confused as he expected me to beg
All of a sudden, my mind became illuminated
My tears dried up, felt like I was back in the city
obviously nothing really changed
As I was still in the forgotten wilderness
With death stirring mercilessly and confused
But now with a conviction
That I was and never alone
One with God is majority
And He will surely lead me home

STRAIGHT FROM MY HEART!!!
My heart is lost in the ocean of illusion
Swimming endlessly in search of you
If I should die before I wake
Standing at the heaven’s gate
And God ask me one thing I did with my life
I will tell HIM, I spent it thinking about an Angel “YOU”
Whenever I look into your eyes
I feel my eyes burning
‘Cos your beauty never stops radiating

Each time I look into your eyes, I am lost in cloud 9
I never believed I could fall for any Eve descendant
But you swept me off my feet
Proving to me that the beautiful ones are yet unborn
Each time you cross my path
My heart runs after you but my brain keeps pulling it back
My heart was blind to all the wrongs
All it wanted was just you and you
But my brain can’t stop showing the yellow light
How I wish my heart could win
Though we got lot of differences
But my heart can’t help thinking about you
Calling you an angel is an understatement
‘Cos that makes you invisible
Each time you hear the call of your name
It’s my heart calling, saying you are
You are the Sweetest Gurl Ever

It’s so sad you kept me waiting under the rain of anxiety
Where it never stopped raining heavily
I waited endlessly for you to show up
Maybe with an umbrella, never knew it was only a wish
All I wanted was to be your hero
But the rain flooded away my weapon
Though my brain don’t give a damn
But my heart will always be with you.
THIS ISN’T GOODBYE

MY EVE DESCENDANT

Looking into her eyes
Makes me lost in love
Her eyes are like the shinning stars
Her smile makes her an imaginary angel
The way she walks makes my heart skip
Oh my Eve!

Her lips are blessings to behold
Her hairs throw the air in confusion
So meek and gentle
The heart of gold she posseses
Her skin glow as the shinning sun
She is my Eve!!

Not seeing her smile
Makes my heart shiver
Making her cry is an unthinkable
She is my light in the wilderness
The well of my ever flowing joy
The container of my peace
Oh my beloved Eve!

Sometimes, I feel am insane
Pulling myself away from her
She is the dream of great men
Have always been scared of love
But she makes love irresistible

I used to think love was a fairytale
Until I set my eyes on her
Then I realized, am incomplete without her
She is the sweetest girl ever!

She is a sight to behold
The true definition of love
Thought of her intoxicates more than alcohol
Her presence takes me to cloud 9
Her arms feel like heaven
Her kiss is a blessing to my lips
She is heaven sent!

Sometimes I feel empty within
Because she has stolen away my heart
She is truly a heart robber
Her voice is as passionate as a singing bird
What a perfect being she is!
Just like stranger
She kept intruding my dreams
Stealing away my thought
Where are my gonna find her?
She is more than an ANGEL

BEHOLD THE EMPTY SKY

One night, I look up to the sky
To look at the beautiful sky
Obviously, the stars have disappeared
Leaving the colorful sky dull and empty
Turn east, west, north and south
But couldn’t behold the stars
My eyes couldn’t help it
But wail for the empty sky
Cos’ it has lost its beauty
Leaving the moon so lonely
Where are the stars?
The moon has no answer
Where they withdrawn from the sky?
I kept asking myself
Then I realize, for every star
There is always a star hunter
Such is our existence on earth
We make it go round
But there is gonna be a day
When our validity is gonna expire
And we will be ordered to leave
Not giving room for negotiation
Not allowed to plead for extra time
We were born putting smile on faces
But someday, people will cry for our exit
Only a thing can live after us
Only it can immortalize us

What? Our Deeds
Some came, saw and conquered
They are always remembered
While some left no footprint
Cos’ of their evil deed
What’s gonna be your lot?
Decide and act now!
Behold the empty sky!!!

WE CANT’ QUIT
Where are the dreams?
Where are the set goals?
We can’t but ask ourselves
Questions we can’t fathom
We once had dreams
We once wanna fly
Hoping to reach the sky
But where are the wings?
The wings are gone
On the ground we found ourselves
Trying to grow new wings
Growing wings seems impossible
But we have got to keep trying
Quit! That we can’t do
Though there seems to be no hope
To fate, we resolve and to faith we cling
Never to let – go the dreams
Hoping someday, its gonna be real
Sometimes we bother about someday
If we will ever witness it
Someday seems like decades to come
But we keep hoping and believing
Cos’ with it, we can always cope